Wednesday 25 November 2015

Kids missing daddy badly

On Sunday, kakak had a breakdown..
She cried hard suddenly, missing abah

Aril yester asked me,

"Mama hari ni hari ape?"
"Selasa, why?"
"Aril harap hari ni hari Rabu"
"Kenapa?"
"Sebab Khamis abah balik"

Coming back from TKB dinner last night Nana asked me,

"Mama kita nak pergi mana?"
"Balik rumah lah"
"Tak nak balik rumah. Nak pergi airport. Nak ambik abah"

Hrmm...

Tuesday 24 November 2015

When you're far...

4 Nov 2015 - Since you're far.. 

I'm tired
I'm sad
I'm frustrated
I'm exhausted

Missed my Arabic classes
My my Arabic final exam
Missed the chance for convocation
Missed our 10th yr anniversary
Missed leadership course by YK
Missed review session with audit team
Missed audit session in JB

Definitely will miss my birthday celebration as well

Didn't make it for future CEO
TNB lost to China in EDRA fight
Nastier political games in division
Bad mouthing by the commons
I still have 3 stones in me
And more....

BUT......

I stayed home more for my kids
I get to clean up previous mess
I cook their favourite food
I had more time to clean and clear
I can have time for writings
I can finish my journals
I can make photobooks
I can plan for migrating

And hei...
Syasya got elected as Pengawas Pusat Sumber. It's the thing she love most.. BOOKS!
She also received an award - Murid Paling Berpotensi Darjah 3 during Hari Anugerah SKPU1
Aril also got Best Science student award CIC Puchong Utama

I lose many,.. But I gain more!!!

Alhamdulillah
InsyaAllah

May Allah bless me and my family

I am strong. I am successful. I am me

Sunday 8 November 2015

Life changing events

Assalamualaikum.,. 

A lot been happening this week since I came back from Europe.

.. Husband is now attached in Miri for three month (I hope it will be less) starting from lasy Wednesday.

.. Nana is now diaper-free at 3y 9m! Alhamdulillah. I think she's thw easiest among all, walaupun lambat sikit (because I did not take the effort to train her BTW. My bad!)

.. Syasya dpt no4 at SKPU1 and she was named Pelajar Berpotensi. InsyaAllah dpt anugerah on 17 th Nov 2015 nanti. Alhamdulillah

.. I went to see Dr Aru for my check up. Apparently found two small stone in my righT kidney sized 2mm. Another 3mm stone retain in my left kidney. Semoga melting soon, the stones. Amin

.. I bought Yamaha 125cc bike @ RM6,700. Kononnya dpt pergi kerja sendiri. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

.. Shopping home and living at IKEA for RM1,200.. Which includea syasya's bunk bed. Harap2 boleh tidur bilik sendiri. Amin

.. Ordered lantai kayu and wallpaper and curtain and blinds from David deko for RM22,220!!!!! Yes, I know I'm crazy right now.

That's all. Bye