Passed my VIVA!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
In the name of Allah the most gracious the most merciful

[Pardon me, this could be the longest text I've ever written so far in social media]

For today is another beautiful Friday.. allow me to address my greatest gratitude to those person who make it possible for me to achieve what I have achieved yesterday..

To two most important people in my life.. who brought me to this world. Mom Nafisah Hamat and dad Mohamed Rawi Che Muda who never say NO to my forever desperate requests. You are the the reason for me doing this.

Husband who is always by my side through thick and thins.. my beautiful children.. Syasya Yasmin being the eldest.. thank you for your patience..

My amazing other half, twin Izac Rawi and her husband Fariz Daron who were always there to back me up when I needed lifeline. To my siblings and in-laws... lotsa love here.

My supervisor, Prof Zainal Kadir.. could hv never done this without you! Your motivation and support was the one that I needed.

My life supporter, Zawati Nawi.. u rock my world baybeh.! (She never say NO to me too! Omg)

Colleague who play the most important role.. Mann Mohd u gave me the most important kickstarter. Kadzim Kassim thank you for your critical comment and of course.. my dictionary!

Dato Razif Rahman, daddy to Fariza Adyani.. couldn't thank you more for supporting me since the day I asked for his favor.. the scholarship.. the unpaid leave.. the research attachment... thank you!

My forever mentor, En Mior Azli.. you gave the greatest impact in building this new me. May Allah bless you and your family.

My sponsor, the Yayasan Khazanah family .. what could I've done without all the monetary and motivational support from this amazing team.

I'm sorry if I missed some of your names.. nobody has never been less important throughout this amazing journey..

It's not the end.. the journey has just started indeed...

Next stop... «««my book project»»»

Ninie signing off (for now)

Assalamualaikum

Welcome 2017

So 2016 has come to an end...
Did I achieved what I targeted for?

I was trying to find my resolutions but now I started to doubt that I actually prepared one ! Ha ha

By the way.. this wasn't the best year but I feel blessed all the way. Thank u Allah for giving me such strength to go thru every hurdle in my life... as a student.. worker.. 'single' operating parent... it's hard.. no doubt.. but yeah.. I went through it nice and sound.

May 2017 brings more luck and happiness in our lives. InsyaAllah

Hello Penang: 11th Anniversary trip

Earlier this week, hubby asked me whether I want to go Penang for a 3d3n road trip. You know I never say no to anything related to holiday and travel right?  Ha ha..  so he booked Holiday Inn (we were considering also Golden Sands Shangri-la) at Feringghi beach.. 

He booked only 1 night as backup plan if the hotel is not as good. I was not to happy with this arrangement at first..  But Allah almighty, He knows best..

Now I'll tell you what I like about Penang..

1. Georgetown... Old buildings, Bukit Bendera, nasi kandar line clear
2. Feringghi beach.. Night walk, nice hotels, restaurants, extreme watersport
3. Gurney drive.. Pasembor at padang merdeka, G hotel, Gurney hotel

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A pleasant suprise from beloved husband..  Rose petals anniversary wish on the bed upon returning from beach fun. Aww.. Thank u Sayang

Happy 11th Anniversary to us

Alhamdulillah

Happy people

The happiest people are not those who have all the best things in the world.. But those who knows how to make the best of everything

Back from Raya

Raya ke 4, Sabtu... Before lunch kita gerak to Besut. Had lunch at around 12pm... The after Zohor prayer, we started our journey to KL

Arrived KT at syahid's at 3pm. Jem agak teruk along jalan pantai. We had nice rendang by Kak Teh.. Then later arrived Iwang, Buji after Linda & Beja.  Chit and chat...  It's already 7pm. Then we decided to sleep over at Syahid's.

330am... Bertolak to KL via LPT. Traffic wasn't so bad. Alhamdulillah arrived Puchong at 9am...

Phew. Raya is "over" for now. Going back to our normal routine now.

Let's start our Syawal Puasa mission. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Malam Lailatul Qadar

Baginda Nabi محمد s.a.w bersabda,
Aku telah diperlihatkan Lailatul Qadr namun aku lupa atau di jadikan lupa akannya..

Semenjak itu Nabi محمد s.a.w akan beriktiqaf di masjid setiap hari tanpa tertinggal pada 10 malam terakhir Ramadhan.. 20 malam terakhir setiap hari pada tahun kewafatan baginda..

Setelah kewafatannya, amalan iktiqaf disambung pula oleh isteri2 baginda Nabi s.a.w

..... Semoga kita dipertemukan dengan Lailatul Qadr dan mendapat segala berkat kurniaNya. InsyaAllah

Anak anakku

Syasya demam on Monday - Tuesday.. Still selsema and coughing until today. Two days MC.

On Friday night aril pulak high fever kt Klia2 while waiting for abahnya.

Saturday we sent Kakma and Dekk norr back to kb at putrajaya sentral..

Now everything willbe back to th3 abnormally "normal" life #sigh

Be strong

Life correlation

Three major factors contributed to the decreasing number of chances for transmission line getting hit by lightning;
*lower fotting resistance
*shorter span length
*lower structure height

Sama lah dengan resam manusia.. lagi kau tinggi di atas, jauh melangkah, lantang bersuara... lagi tinggi la chance nak kena panahan kilat.

Stay low.. ikut resmi footing reistance

Sekian motivasi pagi

Go ninie go

The hardest part of moving a machine is to kick start the engine. Once it starts moving, life gets easier.. start with gear 1, then up.. dont push it. U might hits something and topple.

I came here to kick start my engine. Yes a lot of sacrificing but its worth it  i spend the first week struggling how to start.  I was at 5mph.. now I'm 50mph. Alhamdulillah. 

I hope i will enter top speed in no time. Be patient everyone. . My kids.. you are my love. Forever and always.

Mama love u

My dreams

Dreams are dreams
U won't know it might get real
So, just dream on

Dream can become reality

You know how I imagine my life in 10 years time?.. Well, I'm thinking.. Our perfect life would be... By the age of 45, we shall be settled down down already.

Myself will be a part time independent consultant for utilities, sometimes lecturer in universities... In Europe! Full time cooking and educating my kids to their success.

Husband become a trader.. Motorcycle parts to be exact.. Original parts from Germany, Italy etc. Delivery to all around the world, for the betterment and safety of worldwide bikers.

And guess what, we will go for a ride every other week! Because he owned that bike shop! Ha ha. We will go see the top of the world. Bring what we have to bring...  What our prophet has taught us before. Meet new people. See new culture. Love what He gave us.

We shall live in a nice cottage. Not too far from town, but filled with luscious greens. How calming.

Wow! Seems like a huge dream. But I know it's possible. As long as we drive towards it, everything can be achieved..  With his blessing. InsyaAllah

Cubaan merompak

15 Dec 2015 - kejadian yg akan ku ingat selamanya...  Otw back from ilsas Malim Nawar.. Cina lelaki naik kereta Honda civic hitam cuba nak buat jahat kt sy.

They shouted suruh sy stop, katanya tayar bocor.

Syukur alhamdulillah Allah bui akal pantas fikir utk tutup tingkap cpt2 and they left.

Alhamdulillah

Happy birthday to us

13 Dec 2015 - Alhamdulillah. Another year passed. 

Me, kids, tt and Co celebrated our bdayat pancake house at IOI city mall.. 

Try cake from wondermilk. Sedapp walaupun mahal.

28 Dec 2015 - Abang gave a suprise treat at Fisc & Co @ Miri.. my favourite choc moist with ice cream,.. love it love it

Kids missing daddy badly

On Sunday, kakak had a breakdown..
She cried hard suddenly, missing abah

Aril yester asked me,

"Mama hari ni hari ape?"
"Selasa, why?"
"Aril harap hari ni hari Rabu"
"Kenapa?"
"Sebab Khamis abah balik"

Coming back from TKB dinner last night Nana asked me,

"Mama kita nak pergi mana?"
"Balik rumah lah"
"Tak nak balik rumah. Nak pergi airport. Nak ambik abah"

Hrmm...

When you're far...

4 Nov 2015 - Since you're far.. 

I'm tired
I'm sad
I'm frustrated
I'm exhausted

Missed my Arabic classes
My my Arabic final exam
Missed the chance for convocation
Missed our 10th yr anniversary
Missed leadership course by YK
Missed review session with audit team
Missed audit session in JB

Definitely will miss my birthday celebration as well

Didn't make it for future CEO
TNB lost to China in EDRA fight
Nastier political games in division
Bad mouthing by the commons
I still have 3 stones in me
And more....

BUT......

I stayed home more for my kids
I get to clean up previous mess
I cook their favourite food
I had more time to clean and clear
I can have time for writings
I can finish my journals
I can make photobooks
I can plan for migrating

And hei...
Syasya got elected as Pengawas Pusat Sumber. It's the thing she love most.. BOOKS!
She also received an award - Murid Paling Berpotensi Darjah 3 during Hari Anugerah SKPU1
Aril also got Best Science student award CIC Puchong Utama

I lose many,.. But I gain more!!!

Alhamdulillah
InsyaAllah

May Allah bless me and my family

I am strong. I am successful. I am me

Life changing events

Assalamualaikum.,. 

A lot been happening this week since I came back from Europe.

.. Husband is now attached in Miri for three month (I hope it will be less) starting from lasy Wednesday.

.. Nana is now diaper-free at 3y 9m! Alhamdulillah. I think she's thw easiest among all, walaupun lambat sikit (because I did not take the effort to train her BTW. My bad!)

.. Syasya dpt no4 at SKPU1 and she was named Pelajar Berpotensi. InsyaAllah dpt anugerah on 17 th Nov 2015 nanti. Alhamdulillah

.. I went to see Dr Aru for my check up. Apparently found two small stone in my righT kidney sized 2mm. Another 3mm stone retain in my left kidney. Semoga melting soon, the stones. Amin

.. I bought Yamaha 125cc bike @ RM6,700. Kononnya dpt pergi kerja sendiri. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

.. Shopping home and living at IKEA for RM1,200.. Which includea syasya's bunk bed. Harap2 boleh tidur bilik sendiri. Amin

.. Ordered lantai kayu and wallpaper and curtain and blinds from David deko for RM22,220!!!!! Yes, I know I'm crazy right now.

That's all. Bye

Blog update

Gosh.. Haven't been updating this blog for months I think.. Raya was awesome. First day at PC, then 2nd day to KT for Bujie's tunang.

 

The rest were just great.

 

Maldives. Hrm. Something happened to our flight. MAS cancelled flight to Male. They rerouted us to Colombo instead. I'm still waiting for accommodation now as the transit is 7 hours.

 

Ahh. Wish me luck.

 

Future CEO. I enrolled in this awesome prograM inspired by Datuk Ir Azman. Alhamdulillah passed stage one audition, then stage two.

 

Again, wish me luck

 

Assalamualaikum

My Arabic journey

Alhamdulillah.  Scored Mumtaz for Arabic final exam. Lepas masuk semester 2 starting in 2 weeks time..

Rank:
Mumtaz
Jayyid jiddan
Jayyid
Maqbul

Me and travelling

A friend asked me.. Ninie, u r always travelling.. Or on vacation. Why?

I said "Why not?"

For me that's rezeki. Some people measure rezeki only with naik pangkat or naik gaji. But they forgot rezeki can come in any forms. Happy family is also rezeki.

I would spare a little bit of my money to share happiness with people I love. Some people, all the money they got,.. They keep in the bank. By end of the day, the moment they realise their money has piled,.. But too late to use. Maybe the body is aching.. Or too old to feel the fun.

I feel grateful that Allah gave me this chance to see His creation. To wonder the beauty.. To feel complete. Alhamdulillah

So, don't judge people easily. Maybe thay are good in their way. Allah knows all

Wallahualam

Aidilfitri 1435H

26 Jul Saturday

6am Turun rumah

6.30am After subuh prayer at MAR.. bergerak balik kg.

11am Reach terowong Genting Sempah

12pm simpang bentong.  Ambik LPT

4.15pm exit jabor / cheneh / kuantan

Wow! 10 hours to kuantan comparing 3 hours normal
Cheneh is bad. . Mukhtfi is bad.. so hubby decided to take jalan pantai.. bismillahirrahmanirrahim

6pm.. 12 hours on the road and we only reached cherating! Hrmm..
Trying to "enjoy" the ride 

6.45pm singgah berbuka kt rumah member abg Tengku Nawab di kemaman. Solat.. mandi manda.. then sambung journey to besut/KB

8.30pm Phase 2 - bergerak ke besut
Sempat singgah lemang kijal

12 midnite arrived Besut. Amik kakak. 18 jam. Yeah!

12.15 to KB... wiwiwi wiwuwu